people understanding health issues....

so today on a few separate ocasions I have told some people about my aunt and her current situation she is going through. and their reaction to my comments is not at all how I would expect someone to react with the kind of news I had given them.

I wish people understood health problems who have never had any, because they are serious, and some people just can act like some situations are nothing sometimes and to one person another persons reaction makes all the difference.

sometimes it is nice to talk to people who get what health issues are and understand what a person might be going through, and can relate in some sort of way wither it be in a similar way or a different way, but they still understand wat that person is going through.

there is one thing I know, it doesn't matter how other people react, it is how I take it and handle it and how I let it affect me. so I know the news of my aunt (wither it is good or not) I am not going to let other peoples reactions affect my attitude. I will just support my aunt the best I can, and be there for her when she may need me to be.

I hope that all the people who are healthy out there are thankful for what they have, because you don't realize what you have until it's gone.

well maybe I will write more later, for now I am just listening to my music and enjoying it. and when I get home and I going to study for my practice permit test which is 9 days away!!

have a great rest of your tuesday!!

Memories from the past....

yesterday my cousin came over tocelebrate my uncles birthday and after my aunt and unckle left he cleaned out one of my old computers, and we came across many old pictures, which brought back so many memories for me. I am going to share some of those pictures with you.

this could be a long post, but I hope you enjoy it. these three pictures below are of billy on different and separate ocasions. he is about 4 in these pictures.







the picture below is of me and my mom and my uncle mike with my great grandma Hamblin. she has since passed away, this was the first time I had ever met her. she was a sweet lady. and so cute.



The Picture below is of me and my friend nina at my fraduation party from High school in 2006. it is hard to believe I have been graduated from high school for 6 years already this year!!



well I could have more pictures to share tomorrow, I have some pretty cute pictures of my kitty I am going to share on here. she is pretty funny. I just can't believe all the cool pictures I have found. and there is still one more computer of mine to go through!

have a great president's day!!

I want some sleep.....

so at least a few nights during the week my cat will wake up and start meowing and be extremely obnoxious,and wake me up in the early morning hours of the day. and then I can't get back to sleep.

I have been seeing a counselor since september of last year,and this past week I told my counselor about my cat and what she has been doing lately. so she said well it sounds like she has separation anxiety, and I thought really??? a cat or any animal for that matter could have separation anxiety? so i looked up the symptoms and signs of separation anxiety in cats, and sure enough, my cat hsd pretty much every single one of them!!

so this past week I tried putting music in her room, well that worked for the first few days, now she is back to waking me up again in the middle of the night or very early in the morning, then I can never get back to sleep. the problem with all of this is that her room is on the same end of the house as mine is so I hear everything, and when she is loud it wakes me right up!

so what does this mean? well that is still to be determined...I let her sleep with me and she is still noisy, and so I am not sure of the solution. I guess I will have to talk with my counselor some more about a solution, perhaps she could give me some good advice!

and as for my sleep....well if my kitty will ever let me get a solid night sleep all the way through I will be happy!

Positive Thoughts

with all that has happened around us the last few days on the news I thought I would write something positive on here to uplift everyone, even myself. it is quite sad what has been happening in the world lately, and I wish that people were not so insensative to others.

somethings I have looked at to appreciate more in the last few days are the beautiful weather we have been having eventhough it is February, I am greatful for the nice weather we are having, as much as I would like some snow, it is nice to have beautiful weather during sad times like this that we see in our world.



I love this picture above, because it is happy, and is bright like the weather has been in Salt Lake lately. I love it! I sure hope that the weather stays that way. and that we don't have too many more snow days ahead of us. I am enjoying this nice sunny weather.

my cute kitty....if you have been on facebook, you have already seen my picture from today, she has been pretty cute and sleeping on my bed most of the day. I love spendig time with her on my days off when she is like that.

today has been a good day, I haven't been able to get everything done yet, but the day is not over and there is still time to complete what I need to. I am just happy to have completed what I have. tomorrow is going to be an easy day, and probably a day of baking cookies, Maybe I will even put the recipe up on here tomorrow after I am done, with a picture of the finished product.

have a great rest of the day, and remember no matter what happens around us we always have to look at the positive things in life.